you are more than just a calling
of my name that through the rain
reverberates echoing
your voice shaky with strain
yet as secret as my aim
which over the years became
much more than what i thought
it could be or could not
you've fought the melody
of great melancholy
all beside me even turned
the station to a different tune
here's hoping for a better you
a better me and a better view
here's hoping i didn't screw
up my one chance to undo
I can touch base now for what the waking mind doesn't fathom
Man's knowledge is the drop of water in this vast expanse of plasma
My heart's carelessly broken never ever again to be cogent
You can dip me in any ocean the damage mightn't know reparation
I'm latent lying in wait, I'm very prepared -- mind's clear and physically there
Not proudly a naif, though a clandestine thief anytime, anywhere
Everything begins in slow motion it seems; real life just cannot compare
Turning the world upside down looking for myself and still the lights flare
no reason to stare
and disturb this air
of ambiance here
keep your fingers off the mirror
now this way please
find a table and be seated
i'll pass out the keys
'till they are depleted
people who talk a lot
don't have many secrets
if you want to keep your soul
then you must be quiet
okay, let's catalyze the lights
be advised, no cola just sprite
won't let the ice melt in the slightest
will make sure to keep the brightness
at a level that is pleasant
to the senses, and the cement
with just enough salt in it
to make sure it will resist
the forces and weights
it will be pushed against
and similarly every foe you'll face
by my hand will be forced
I am empirically prestigious
Won't let the weak in on my secrets
I'm one drop classic, also the reason
For all the burning bridges
You can't touch the flame
There's one reason to live
And one reason we came
And you think I will just give
Away what keeps me ok...
I am up to the stars with
A burning fire blazing bright
Consuming everything in sight
I just won't listen to your myth
Get lost quick, I'm fed up, shit
I might just snap and lose it
Wanna tell me to cool it, so don't
Because you want me to hurt you
And I just won't...
I live in a metaphorical tree
And tell you what you want to believe
So, I relive mentally to relieve
The stress, and
I see you everyday, but it's not enough
It shouldn't matter if my love is tough
I'm built for the buck as well for the look
May give to the world or steal like a crook
Or know it all yet say not one word or
Go to the pen for brutal murder
Will I make deals with the devil
Will I forget your phone number
Go hiatus and stop answering my cell
Or wake sleeping beauty from her slumber
Don't make me wait, don't refuse to pay
If we leave Earth what will we call day
Everyone is so quiet when I rant and rave
And in the dark to what love I gave
Feeling a little selfish not letting you lave
My skin, My felicitations from beyond the grave
When the cat
she hides her face like she should
lest there be a reason i could
see how beautiful someone's become
and one more stranger following her home
the pain hits me deep, straight to the bone
i hate how i can't leave, so truly alone
fast flies the arrow, straight into the marrow
so to what time will allow - i'll see you right now...
curing my wounds with just her smile
i'd walk without shoes for a mile,
face the worst of my fears for an hour,
die horribly, and lose all of my power
i see a little different, like us two as one
because after the rain comes the sun
i'll make my web in the sky
and really, really, really try...
they think i need a grip
as if i'd fall and slip
so here's a protip
chew on my bottom lip
might become a pro dead
just stuck with you in my head
can i unthink a thought
or undraw my inkblot?
i may heat up like a vat
i can draw my fire to
it could be it's just that
i really like like you
so i cut myself because
it makes me think a little
less about what it was
that is hurting me dull
as void and null as my
love streaming straight from
my heart making me wish i
would die the second i come
to terms with what i'm
feeling, because i need
to know if the time
is right for the deal
you are more than just a calling
of my name that through the rain
reverberates echoing
your voice shaky with strain
yet as secret as my aim
which over the years became
much more than what i thought
it could be or could not
you've fought the melody
of great melancholy
all beside me even turned
the station to a different tune
here's hoping for a better you
a better me and a better view
here's hoping i didn't screw
up my one chance to undo
I can touch base now for what the waking mind doesn't fathom
Man's knowledge is the drop of water in this vast expanse of plasma
My heart's carelessly broken never ever again to be cogent
You can dip me in any ocean the damage mightn't know reparation
I'm latent lying in wait, I'm very prepared -- mind's clear and physically there
Not proudly a naif, though a clandestine thief anytime, anywhere
Everything begins in slow motion it seems; real life just cannot compare
Turning the world upside down looking for myself and still the lights flare
no reason to stare
and disturb this air
of ambiance here
keep your fingers off the mirror
now this way please
find a table and be seated
i'll pass out the keys
'till they are depleted
people who talk a lot
don't have many secrets
if you want to keep your soul
then you must be quiet
okay, let's catalyze the lights
be advised, no cola just sprite
won't let the ice melt in the slightest
will make sure to keep the brightness
at a level that is pleasant
to the senses, and the cement
with just enough salt in it
to make sure it will resist
the forces and weights
it will be pushed against
and similarly every foe you'll face
by my hand will be forced
I am empirically prestigious
Won't let the weak in on my secrets
I'm one drop classic, also the reason
For all the burning bridges
You can't touch the flame
There's one reason to live
And one reason we came
And you think I will just give
Away what keeps me ok...
I am up to the stars with
A burning fire blazing bright
Consuming everything in sight
I just won't listen to your myth
Get lost quick, I'm fed up, shit
I might just snap and lose it
Wanna tell me to cool it, so don't
Because you want me to hurt you
And I just won't...
I live in a metaphorical tree
And tell you what you want to believe
So, I relive mentally to relieve
The stress, and
I see you everyday, but it's not enough
It shouldn't matter if my love is tough
I'm built for the buck as well for the look
May give to the world or steal like a crook
Or know it all yet say not one word or
Go to the pen for brutal murder
Will I make deals with the devil
Will I forget your phone number
Go hiatus and stop answering my cell
Or wake sleeping beauty from her slumber
Don't make me wait, don't refuse to pay
If we leave Earth what will we call day
Everyone is so quiet when I rant and rave
And in the dark to what love I gave
Feeling a little selfish not letting you lave
My skin, My felicitations from beyond the grave
When the cat
she hides her face like she should
lest there be a reason i could
see how beautiful someone's become
and one more stranger following her home
the pain hits me deep, straight to the bone
i hate how i can't leave, so truly alone
fast flies the arrow, straight into the marrow
so to what time will allow - i'll see you right now...
curing my wounds with just her smile
i'd walk without shoes for a mile,
face the worst of my fears for an hour,
die horribly, and lose all of my power
i see a little different, like us two as one
because after the rain comes the sun
i'll make my web in the sky
and really, really, really try...
they think i need a grip
as if i'd fall and slip
so here's a protip
chew on my bottom lip
might become a pro dead
just stuck with you in my head
can i unthink a thought
or undraw my inkblot?
i may heat up like a vat
i can draw my fire to
it could be it's just that
i really like like you
so i cut myself because
it makes me think a little
less about what it was
that is hurting me dull
as void and null as my
love streaming straight from
my heart making me wish i
would die the second i come
to terms with what i'm
feeling, because i need
to know if the time
is right for the deal
you say you want to keep me. i try to flee, but i know you will in the end. you don't see the looks i give you, when you're not paying attention. you don't see the beauty i see in each and every expression. every forced smile i lost, because of your affection, bleeds into my life like a craving.
you, my love, are more than just a subtle aching.
they may call this vanity, then love let me be vain. they may call this a eulogy to the girl i could have been. darling, would you look at me, i'm falling once again. you, my dear, are immortality in words i always/ never should have said. and i can't look back. i won't look back. you are everything
you will never have to watch me fall by BMWYSP, literature
Literature
you will never have to watch me fall
you and i are more alike than i imagined, but even still, all i see when i look at you is the dream where you searched for me in desperation. where the spiraling stairs tried to take you away, and i couldn't breathe as i reached to grab your shirt. i knew you. i felt you. even though we couldn't see each other, i was aware of you. i closed my eyes and looked away for that moment. what if you were already gone. what if i only reached for empty air.
i caught hold of you, and my heart stopped. it stops still when you look at me. i don't know why your ice eyes freeze me alive, even as they melt the sense of denial i have. you would never see me.
The part where he kills you by Defender-of-people, journal
The part where he kills you
Techno: *playing portal 2*
GLaDOS: "Well. This is the part where he kills us."
Wheatley: "Hello! This is the part where i kill you."
"CHAPTER 9 The part where he kills you."Techno: So this is the part where he kills me?
1. How old will you be in five years?
wyltk
2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
My kittens,
3. How tall are you?
5'10" ish
4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
Life
5. What's the last movie you saw?
At home: hunger games
In theaters: idk
6. Who was the last person you called?
idk
7. Who was the last person to call you?
idk
8. What was the last text message you received?
idk
9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
idk
10. Do you prefer to call or text?
Text
20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere?
Japan or Ireland
21. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
hm.